everything juz isnt right~ well..all i can sae is i m full of stress..
well, who's not? that will be what u are thinkin now..
yea! who not stress? of cuz i am part of it..
and i juz wish to voice out everything!!!
1stly. havin alot of test!! and homework~
well though i noe e chers care abt us, bt der others way of that..
esp maths, i noe mr goh wan us to go for A maths. who dont hope to go?
bt, everydae have maths hw and e next dae u needa pass up..
who can handle? not me definately.
thingy comin up that make me go mad
:testz: Wed - History
:testz: Thurs - Science:after school
:testz: Sat - KSJ (knowledge of St. John)
:hwx: English compre:by thurs:
:hwx: ART: Toning x4: Enlarge e chosen pix: by fridae.
esp art. juz bcuz der no enough time. the cher juz rush us to do it by fridae
and nvr think of if we had e time.
if nvr do. then get scold.
~ fed up with life that go this way~
exam in OCT~ which only left a few wks to go.
and i haven even start practicin.
not bcuz i lazy or watever shit.
is bcuz of e time management and e work i had to complete
everything keep on comin it way without havin sumtym for me to rest.
::todae havin english oral. simply suckz::
give me sum break.
haven rest well after e camp. was sick since then.
mondae sprained my ankle durin e so-called Interhse Floorball
n hurt my old injury. Suay~
wishlistx got lots of itemx cumin up.
don have e $$$ to buy. can only see others buy. =(
i wanna strike TOTO and 4D.
at least i got the $$$ to buy the thing i wan.
hope to go oversea next year summer.
gonna save save save.
w-inds. wait for me~ please.
i beg i pray...i..
:STH GOOD: My previous math test got 36/50: at least sth to b happi abt: =)
::w-inds. keita tachibana 1st SOLO single debut in 18/10/2006::
time now:: 19.26
mood:: sad: confuse: nervous: tired: stress
listenin to: Jay Chou - 千里之外 :nice song: touchin one: highly recommended: =)
currently doin: maths hw: blogging
will be doin: studyin for History test
thinkin of: how to manage stress: can i finish my hw?: will i pass my history test?
wishin for: lots of thingx that i now still cannot get: transfer school
::a little note b4 i end::
everything started before i even get ready n prepared.
it ended when i thought i m ready n prepared.
but. i found out that i wasnt ready n prepared at all.
once again. everything is startin.
everybody is ready n prepared.
i am the only one left un-ready. un-prepared.
i hope everything would just stop for me to catch up.
but i found out that it is impossible.
i m scare. i m afraid.
i did not know what to do.
sitting alone in my room.
thinkin why does it have to happen this way.
i got no solutions or answer to it.
i sit there.
doing nothing.
i could only sit there waiting for miracle to happen.
the wait was long n i thought i could wait for it.
but. nth happen.
the next min. i stared in the blank.thinkin what to do.
nothing came into my mind..
and...
I cried. :'(