exam approaching soon.
haven prepare yet.
but will make sure i will score well.
in order not to go to the same class as ppl i don lyk.
haix. give me some support ba~!
todae during mass jog.
was kana scare by weijian
cuz when he ran past me tgt with wenjie
he sae morning.
then i juz reply morning cuz my heart is pain
then ltr i ran past him again.
again he ran past me and sae morning
this time my heart not so pain
so reply. morning. run faster arh.
then again during music lesson.
when i was tokin to huisi n frens
he sae again. morning
bt. it afternoon liao
bt i still reply him morning.
so was scare by him 3time
cuz nvr expect he will say morning to me
currently on e process of writing my novels.
well this time round i din use write cuz it will waste my time
bt sumhw type out...
ii don have any good ideas n senerio.
sianx~! really dont hope my novels will be boring.
time now:: 18.35
mood:: sad:: upset ='((
listening to:: Jay Chou - 聽媽媽的話:: nice song:: a touching one:: love it =))
currently doin:: thinkin of baby:: findin infor of ultrasound
will be doin:: dont know ="=
thinkin of:: my baby:: my novel senerio
wishing for:: w-inds. to come to singapore!!!
:: a little before i end ::
his dear is sweet.
his dear care for him.
his dear is cute.
his dear is everything he need.
me. the lonely one.
can only stand by one side.
watching him and his dear.
wishing him and his dear.
all the best.
but i realise.
i cant do that.
because i still love him.
but what can i do.
he's no longer mine.
we're only friends.
normal friends.
sometime i really wonder.
why does he still say "HI" to me.
when we are no longer related.
does he do it to me.
as a friends?
as a ex?
or as a normal schoolmates?
i know there is no chance that we can be together again.
but i really hope and wish.
that one day.
he can turn back and look at me.
and tell me that.
he has make a wrong choice of leaving me.
and tell me that he still love me.
will this happen?
maybe yes.
maybe no.
there no answer to it.
all i can do now.
is to give him all the wishes.
for him and his dear.
......
though i really hope.
we can go back.
to the times.
we are together.
to my love one.
if you happen to walk past me.
someday in the future.
with someone by my side.
please do not walk up to me.
and say 'HI"
because....
i will once again regret.
leaving you.
to my love one.
if you happen to walk past me.
someday in the future.
with someone by your side.
please do not walk up to me.
and say "HI"
because....
i am not the one standing next to you.
to my love one.
if you happen to walk past me.
someday in future.
without someone by your side.
without someone by my side.
please do come forward to me.
and say.
"Can we be together again?"
dont worry too much.
because.....
my answer will be a...
YES!
I am still loving you as always.
i am still waiting for this day to happen.
adapted from:: Mag'z Magazine
[[ To my love one........]]