after reading some blogs, i do hope i am like them
able to post every single lil thing that matter to me here in the blog
but i gonna constantly remind myself
"TAN JINGTING, THERE'RE PPL OUT THERE READIN UR BLOG, BEWARE OF WAT U WRITE"
ending up only writing really alil of what i really feel =S
aniwae, this sem for me is really a tough & sucky one.
nth is going the right way...not the ICAs or the projects or the presentation. NONE!
havin to edit a report for 7th time.
imagine with e same content, u're asked to edit 7th time -.-
hving a sucky grp at der tellin u "chui" all e tym
is really DAMN DAMN DEMORALISING~
getting 10marks deduct for project cuz someone gave e peer evaluation away
and hvin e same person late due to the same reason "driving test"
cz for goodness sake, why does he have to choose this day to have e test?!
without knwin der a change in e entire project when u thot is done
and got marked dwn bcuz no one told u to do anything suck a big time.
getting ICAs result, seeing it done badly
and yet hearin ppl beside u scoring higher than u & yet complainin hw lousy is it
SUCK ANOTHER BIG TIME.
everyday of the week, you're fully packed with stuffs
no time for rest, no time for anithing....
it's juz nt e life that i want.
I need a break for myself.
I need someone to pour all my worries to...
someone who can really uds e way i feel
and someone who can really accept me for who i m.
I need a place to hide.
I need to find somewhere that is empty to scream my lungs out
scream all i can until i lost my voice.
scream till i forget my worries and when i cries out.
And lasty, i need a place to cry out all my tears
cry till my tears are dry up and no more tears will fall
cry till my feeling for everything fade.
Perhaps, i will be better without any feelings.
BYE.
July 23 faster come, will you?!